Step By Step

Something is up...

Ever have something that is in progress so you have to keep it Quite about it?

You are so torn between excitement and concern, jubilation at the
beginning of a new voyage and terror at the unknown. You need to talk
to someone to help you get through this time time. Your family doesn't
want to hear any more about it. It has reached the point that they
suddenly are very helpful with getting chores done. Especially those
that help them to avoid hearing any more about your little project.

You still want to get it out there to someone else. Not only because
it's exciting and something fresh to talk about. It's so that someone
can warn you to jump ship in time. You have doubts that are entering
in. You want to have someone with fresh ears hear you out and help
dispell them and you want someone to stop you if what your doing is
wrong. Especially when you know you can't trust your family to help
stop you. (Mainly because they are all in some stage of a talk induced
coma ;-) )

Yet you still have to be Quiet. So what do you do? You get out a gag,
or if your like me you chew gum. Yes, I chew gum. I know it's a vile
disgusting habit to many. I really hope you won't think less of me for
knowing this little quirk of mine. I do it for a few reasons but I'm
more prone to gum chewing when I need to be quiet about something. No,
I'm not sure why; other than being told to bite my tongue a lot as a
kid growing up. Especially when it came to things one (mainly me)
needed to be quiet on, followed by being handed a stick or piece of gum.

Your just bursting at the seams with keeping your mouth shut. You feel
incredible pity at the 1st person who just happens to get in the path
of your raging river of words when the damn breaks, I mean gag comes
off... Because that unfortunate soul is going to have a deluge of words
come down on them and more than likely their ear talked off. Hopefully
your slow enough that they can at the very least understand what your
saying...

Well that's me...

1 Step closer

I am a step closer to were I want to be with my little project. I have moved up to trying to learn CRE. It's something that you see with some website stores. It's a hmmmmm. program for sure.

I have learned that my place in bidding has been officially accepted. I have to get my credentials approved and place a deposit towards a reserve bid.It is quite nerve wracking to be in this spot but also highly exciting.