Whirlwind...

Another One Bites The Dust....
Current mood: depressed

In Loving Memory

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Janel L. Ochoa-Borsch
1975 - 2008

"God hath not promised skies always blue,
Flower-strewn pathways all our lives through;
God hath not promised sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow, peace without pain.
But God hath promised strength for the day.
Rest for the labor, light for the way,
Grace for the trials, help from above,
Unfailing sympathy, undying love..."

- Author Unknown
~*~

Our dear friend Janel Ochoa passed on into eternal life yesterday June 15th, 2008 at 7:31 p.m. She fought cancer for many years, all the while with a smile and a strength that only God could supply. We are also mourning the loss of her unborn child, but we know that know she embraces her young one in Heaven.

The above is copied out of the notice I received today in cold horrible black and white confirmation of the earlier phone call that came in. All I can say is that my fever racked mind is numb. Is this real or just another fever induced nightmare??? That's how I have thought for the last 23 hours 20 minutes. But I guess with stone cold black and white that it's real.

It's funny that the music that came on was 1st Another one bitest the dust 2nd Cemetary Gates.

Janel and I had a very weird coincidence in common. that is the date of our entrance into hell as we knew it. Although the years are different. I still can't believe she's really gone. Another door is shut in my face again. Another notch added to my list of regrets. I just can't get my mind to accept what my heart new was coming on the last convesation we had...I'll carry that forever with me. It's a shame I'm not catholic cause a few thousand hail mary's might be soothing... No offense to those who are.

well back to my fever induced horror.... Please someone wake me with this is an April fools...

Current mood: ashamed I have been on a whirlwind ride since my last post.

I posted about Janel's death. Even shared her "memorial post"... What a sucker I am. What a complete and total fool.

It was all a lie. She didn't die. There is no Yvette, There was no baby. There was no marriage. Cancer once upon a time a long time ago...

I had talked to "Yvette" and even posted an update for her in a group that was being nasty about Janel's passing becuase of the lack of information. What a fool I was... Meanwhile, the sites where going down...

Some how or other the corner got involved. Some how or other this led to news going to a main spot for WAHM to see and then an amazing chaing of IM's emails and group posts going on. It would have been extremely smoky if smoke signals had been used. (OK I'm old).

Anyways, there were like 6 chat rooms filled to the max of people who finally learned the truth. That Janel was alive and this was all a scam... We have been in the process of pulling together files and information and bringing it all together to file reports with those local cops, NV cops, IC3.gov forms, etc.

One report is that over 15 k was taken in the form of donations money wise. Another report is roughly 300 k was taken in the form of donations, products, gift cards, etc.

I spoke to "an officer" but I'm not sure I trust what he told me. It just didn't seem to mesh up with my experience with "Good Cops" so will have to wait and see what happens.

As it stands at the moment I need to find the FBI office in Utah and see if I can get a hold of anyone there as our local field office was less than helpful. But as a freind pointed out. Children purn wasn't involved nor was any of the other exciting groups and now the unibomber is no more... What is there to turn a young FBI's heart to anything than the dull hum drums of shuffling paper and pushing pencils? She made a most excellent point. Although that's not how it is in other parts of the country.

To add to the whirlwind. Everyone here is out of sorts in the worst possible way.

1st we had a mystery virus that was pretty bad. I'm still not a 100% bounced back from it. Although thankfully the blisters are gone... 2nd the whole Janel thing is causing quite a scene here as some care to dig in the ol spurs on that one a little too deeply 3rd the normal schools out summer bs has started. How I wish we could have an enjoyable summer without fear of being caught by surprise by little children (ok not so little as they are now in the tween and teen years) who are being brought up with a zero tolerance policy for those who are disabled and different from themselves.With good friends for the kids to play with instead of no one. But that's another isssue. It's just been one huge whirlwind of a ride lately and none of it has been any fun.

How many days left before school can start again????